JohnJohn, I miss you so much I can hardly stand it. I knew I loved you but never how much. I miss your smile every day. I can't believe this is happening. I wish we had more time here together. Know I will always look after Alexis and Hunter as if they were my own. I see you in them every time I look at them. Know they will always be cared for. Until I see you again in heaven, I love you with all my heart. Your loving sister, Keri